2002-01-18-7:55 a.m.

Don't know what I'll write about today. When do I ever.

I've been in this funk lately, not a 'kimmyfunk', kimmyfunk is a good funk...this has been a bad funk, like sockfunk or something.

At any rate, I figure if I keep writing, even if it's about nothing at all, I'll be better off.

So yet again, more things I didn't know about that have come to light in the past few days. Some good, some bad. Seems to be the world is spinning slower than me right now.

Some things I can say is not everything we do in our lives is right. Though some things more wrong than others. I'm not preaching from a soapbox, I'm humbly kneeling in the crowd. I've been in positions where I've done lots of things wrong, some of which have cost me, time, money, tears, but most of all, integrity. Things that to this day I regret, and probably will until the day I die.

That being said, I've also been decieved, been told un-truths, been misrepresented. Once again, things that stay with me and probably will until the day I die.

If I could reach through the screen and take everyone in my arms and give you all a big hug I would. Telling you about it is the closest I can come to.

Going forward I can just say I have a lot more friends today than I did yesterday. I'm fortunate for that.

d.