2002-01-30-5:48 a.m.

Sleeping is the most entertaining part of my day.

Two nights ago I apparently had Ginger pushed all the way to the edge of the bed. The bed of ours you see, is pushed near the wall on her side so she basically ended up as a wall-to-Ginger-to-bed sandwich.

Ginny, I'm sorry.

Then there was a few days ago when she got out of bed and when she came back I'd taken over her side of things.

Ginny, again, I'm sorry.

Then, last night, I believe I rolled over and threw my arm around her and squeezed her tight. I think she was trying to get away and I stirred awake with my arm around her mid-section trying to keep her in my evil clutches as she frantically pulled herself to freedom.

Ginny...geez, my bad on that one too.

I've been having really crazy dreams lately. I wake up remembering them, but after about an hour, I can't recall anything that happened other than they weren't very good. This usually doesn't happen to me. Normally, I remember my dreams distinctly. I have dreams in my memory that happened 10 years ago. Yet, for some reason, over the past few weeks I can't seem to remember any. It must be stress that is doing it to me. That's all I can relate it to.

At any rate, I'm still trying to find words. They are coming, slowly but surely. It's still a fight to put something together that's remotely good. The previous entry is something I started writing but never finished. I thought I'd post it and maybe one day I'll have enough thought to finish what I started with it.

My favorite author keeps an online blog. I found it a few days ago. For anyone who reads this, there's a story behind the title of this site. Stardust is a novel written by Neil Gaiman. His credits also include: Neverwhere, Smoke and Mirrors, DC Comics Sandman. I originally started reading him in Sandman, and since, look forward to everything he writes. Enthusiasm is me now that I can read about him on a regular basis. To read his blog, click here. Hope you like it.

Speaking of which, I woke up too early this morning, I believe that I will go lay down and wait for the Sandman to bring me a dream.

Ginny, I apologize in advance.

d.