2002-08-11-9:56 p.m.

A fundamental change is coming...

Life is life is life is life. Some things go your way, some don't. Some you can control, some you can't. Some things you wish were, some aren't ever going to be. So for me, there's one thing I can change, and it's this. This whole mess of mess that's here. So I will, because I can.

Lately, I haven't been in my groove. Like a skipping needle over pressed wax. I always write for me, but not FOR me. I don't even care if or what I write anymore. Whether I feel the need, or need to feel.

So, all babbling aside, I feel like changing something close to me, which is this. This thing that's become nothing that makes me feel anything like me anymore. I need more peace, less play, more quiet, less noise.

So, all babbling aside, I'm changing change for the sake of life.

And I need to write more.

d.